I am seeing Christmas decorations going up bit by bit. It's a slow process but everybody's getting there. As for myself, I'll be doing that all weekend. It's so nice to put up a Christmas tree, with Christmas songs in blues, and with the traditional Baileys. I am not a drinker, this time of the year is hard for me, before everybody expects me to drink, at least just one, or perhaps two. But please leave me alone, I am not one for alcohol, it makes my head spin and spirals me into a deep comatose, depressed state. Let me hang on to my Diet Coke, I'm a cheap date, and I won't break anybody's bank. I know it's strange for a lot of people, but this is me. And I either do things in overdrive or not at all, so perhaps it's a good thing knowing my liver won't suffer very much, although as in old wives' tales, Diet Coke can actually spring clean your guts out. I'd love this to be true, it would just require a splash of Diet Coke to spring clean my house. It would save my domestic friend a lot of hard work too.
As for doing the cleaning out, I'd love to clean out a couple of people from my life. Yes, I'm still pissed. Not for my sake. I am 35 and nobody decides what happens in my life apart from myself and the Higher Power. I am my own mistress. And no, I'm not a cruel mistress, clad in latex boots and corset and a whip. I am so very far away from that. No latex here, no corset, and definitely no whip, although I have to admit that I like the boots. But that's it. Some people like all that, and it's ok for me, each to his own. But that doesn't mean they can take their power and control fantasies and implement them into real life. They can dream and do whatever they like behind closed doors, as long as it is all between consenting adults. But carrying it on to their daily job is not on. Of course they can get away with it in this life. But I wonder what retribution will be like. It's so easy not to believe in the law of retribution. But I would never take a chance like that. Not now, not ever.
As for doing the cleaning out, I'd love to clean out a couple of people from my life. Yes, I'm still pissed. Not for my sake. I am 35 and nobody decides what happens in my life apart from myself and the Higher Power. I am my own mistress. And no, I'm not a cruel mistress, clad in latex boots and corset and a whip. I am so very far away from that. No latex here, no corset, and definitely no whip, although I have to admit that I like the boots. But that's it. Some people like all that, and it's ok for me, each to his own. But that doesn't mean they can take their power and control fantasies and implement them into real life. They can dream and do whatever they like behind closed doors, as long as it is all between consenting adults. But carrying it on to their daily job is not on. Of course they can get away with it in this life. But I wonder what retribution will be like. It's so easy not to believe in the law of retribution. But I would never take a chance like that. Not now, not ever.
