Friday, June 22, 2007

La Boheme

Back here again. I wonder how long this is going to take... something like Puccini's... quel andar e venire, quel guardarmi cosi`. I miss Puccini, Oh his Boheme, his Tosca. Beautiful. But it is a public blog I write in, so one still has to be careful. On second thoughts, what sort of blog is this, when everyone could just tap in and see your whole life on the web. So I'll try to keep it coded. I need something new, something stimulating, something which is worth it financially just is not proving to be rewarding enough. Or just maybe there was some black cloud when I was pulled out to see Earth, well born a breach baby.... maybe it was a sign that things were not going to be easy. My one wish, to see everything and everyone work like clockwork.Now that sounds like a true breathing control freak, when it is really just a hope to see humanity united. And humanity, like charity, begins at home.

Quel andar e venire, it really is possible to feel that and not be on your deathbed... phsycially. Emotionally, that is every day's bread and butter. What I really feel, will not go down in this blog, but when I read this again, I will remember exactly what it feels like.

P.U.S.H..... will give that a try.
love
AnnMarie