Saturday, May 26, 2007

perkier...

Beautiful day here, but the heat is already somewhat unbearable. Still worse to come, I don't know how I'm going to survive this summer heat this time, except for doing like my dogs do, just lie down under the ac. Well lying down under their ac would get me frozen, their goes down to a minus five, but they don't seem to mind. Heqq they're snow dogs, so that must explain it. My cats.... that's another story, they seem to love the heat, well they're in for a glorious summer.

Me. After my brother interviewed what seemed like tons of people as potentials for the programme, I got my own interview. I'm going on a weight management programme, whatever that means, turns out it also inclued a psychologist.... I hate these psycho people. They seem to know it all, and try to fir you into a pigeon hole. Well, this one's going to have a hard time with me, for one a pigeon hole is too small for me to fit into, more importantly, I am me, and there is nobody esle like me. Not even having a twin makes another you out there, so..... the psychos should know better than to fit me according to personality type. Personality disorder..... I think I have most of them, not just one. I don't care anyway, everyone has them so why bother. So I'll have to talk to a wanna be shrink, no problem, there is no way I'll break down, rather she'll break down. But if it's a she, madonna god help me and her. I do not like women psychos, women doctors, women everything. Yes I know I'm a woman myself, but i don't like them. We'll see, maybe it will turn out all right.

So the weight management is going to be under control. Now the anger management. Wonder if anybody runs courses for that. I really could kill someone right now, or at the very least make them sorry they were ever born. Nobody in particular, I just want to scream my lungs off that's off.

Ok stopping here, this is making me sound like a horrible person, which I don't think I am.
Talk soon
AnnMarie