Angel

Not too well today, so I take to my blog. A blog is always so reliable, maybe boring in that aspect, but it's comforting to know that although there is nothing spontaneous about blogs, it's always there. Like the best of friends. Maybe it's nothing but PMS and it'll pass as it does every month, but maybe it is because I feel so twinless. Because I miss my twin and this is silly, he's only been away for two days and he's coming in two hours and I will be there to pick him up. But right now I miss him so much, and I miss Jan so much. Jan with the eyes which understand, the way he knows how to hold my hand and make it all right again. I just want to be a child and be surrounded by the people I love most. I just want an angel to make it all right again. And maybe I want my own angel but I am so scared. I will be 35 soon......no let me rephrase... WE will be 35 soon. That sort of takes out the sting a little bit.