I haven't been here in quite a while. Busy, I suppose. Lots of things have gone on. Some sad, some indifferent, some happy. Mostly indifferent. I am also trying to log on to second life, which my friend Valerie made me so excited about, but either I need a brain overhaul or there is something which I'm not quite doing right. I'll ask her on Tuesday. I've also upgraded my pc and boy it is nice having such a fast machine at your hands now. It is Sunday and I've woken up at 7am grrrrrrr, then come tomorrow I won't be able to get out of bed until 8 and I start work at half 8 so then it's one mad rush. The paradoxes of life I suppose.
I want to write so much but I cannot because this is going onto the www. What I can write though is why do people get upset when you point out the truth, then they say you are lashing out and they are offended. Offended because I am saying the truth, lashing out because I am tired of people whining of situations they have brought upon themselves. In sickness.... I will rush to help, even financially, but I wish it took more than privates to make other humans. Maybe brains. And not instinct. Or one can follow the instinct no problem, as long as it's just them in the equation. And guilt then haunts us of course, but it's no use crying over it. Accepting where you went wrong is better than feeling sorry for yourself. There are situations where my heart goes out, there are others which make me angry, angry that my salary is depleted of 200 pounds in tax every month... because of other peoples' instinct. And then they expect help from the government, which they incredibly get. Me... I never got anything for free, maybe because I didn't do the instinct part. What I'd like for free, a Bvlgari ring for starters, but no government is going to give that to me, a subsidised home... I don't qualify for that either. It's just so not fair.
I want to write so much but I cannot because this is going onto the www. What I can write though is why do people get upset when you point out the truth, then they say you are lashing out and they are offended. Offended because I am saying the truth, lashing out because I am tired of people whining of situations they have brought upon themselves. In sickness.... I will rush to help, even financially, but I wish it took more than privates to make other humans. Maybe brains. And not instinct. Or one can follow the instinct no problem, as long as it's just them in the equation. And guilt then haunts us of course, but it's no use crying over it. Accepting where you went wrong is better than feeling sorry for yourself. There are situations where my heart goes out, there are others which make me angry, angry that my salary is depleted of 200 pounds in tax every month... because of other peoples' instinct. And then they expect help from the government, which they incredibly get. Me... I never got anything for free, maybe because I didn't do the instinct part. What I'd like for free, a Bvlgari ring for starters, but no government is going to give that to me, a subsidised home... I don't qualify for that either. It's just so not fair.
