The Destiny word

"If you don't know your destination, who determines your destiny?" "Destination....the heart, heart, heart". These are just two snippets out of two totally different songs, yet it really seems they could be related. Still in my own dilemma. And for me, they are both related. Cannot do anything but love them both. And what's worse it that they couldn't sound more opposite as they in fact do. I am honoured, both of them have entrusted me entirely with their songs. I know both, nobody else does not even they themselves. And it is difficult to keep a secret when you keep going over and over each of them in your mind 24/7. It's something like one love triangle, (there goes the love word again), and I'm the piggy in the middle. A glamorous piggy, but still the middle piggy nonetheless. And still a love triangle, although I swear there is no sex involved. One would be incest, the other would make me a bi/gay/incestuous sister. Sex has the habit of getting in the way of a lot of things, except when it's brotherly and sisterly love. Then, the love is as intense as in the wildest of love makings, just not as physical. At the same time, perhaps sex solves a lot of other life dilemmas. Been there, done that, on to the next. When it's sexless love, you are there, you do that, and you stay there... for good. And while nature sometimes is freaky and gives you your very own other half, (and it's not always your better half, but then we don't choose family), life has also uncannily given me a sisterly half. It happened, quite by accidents, but then so many babies happen by accident too, it doesn't mean they're written off. Sometimes gifts are even more special when they come as a surprise. I came about quite by accident, nobody excepted me, but hey presto there I was. And it's not as if I have ever felt unwanted. Not one single bit. It still felt as if I were the princess, and princesses are pretty, glamorous and good looking. Princes.... well they can be quite dashing too. But there is no ugly sister in this equation. Oh well, some we lose, and some we win. I'm the winner anyhow. And of course I am not complaining:) That's destiny. Sheer good destiny.