Homeworks

I was just flipping through HomeWorks magazine (distributed by The Times of Malta) and I just sighed sighed sighed. How is it possible for people to live in houses and have such perfection, law and order? It baffles me completely. My twin is the same, probably that was one reason (among many others) why he too was featured on the same magazine. I too have a house. And it's a beautiful one... i.e. when the maid has been. She knows how to restore a battlefield into the Santa Sede. I can only live with clutter which is so strange, seeing that people deem me as a perfectionist. My therapist thinks I am way too a perfectionist for my own good, but that is because he has never seen my kitchen table. And neither have I. And the moment I decide to make an effort and clean up my act, then I cannot find things because I've stored them diligently and my brain forgets all that is diligent. So I sit here and dream and wonder why? And do nothing about it.