Dream again

I had yet another funny dream. It's so funny because in the dream itself I kept comparing myself to my cat. Five years ago my cat had four kittens. And in my dream I had four babies. So strange. I wasn't even amazed at four babies, I kept thinking it was all normal because it was exactly like my cat. Now... it's macabre. Four babies? Geeze, how the hell would I cope? But it was so easygoing in my dream, it was as if the babies could be programmed. And about dream interpretation... no, it is not my biological clock ticking. It can tick as much as it likes, there is nothing I can do. I was not born to bide by the biological clock. If I had, it would have happened long ago, and as it is, I'm not really one of those poor women who would like to rock the world to have a child. My lifestyle does not permit babies, and I'm ok with that. Babies shouldn't have deviant mothers, and I deviate somehow in a lot of spheres. Not as in the wrong cruel kind of deviant, but deviant just the same. Mothers as supposed to be with their offspring day and night, and I couldn't do that. Nobody can do that when they live like me. So what is this? Do I want four more kittens? Do I think I am a cat? And why 4? What's the connection?