Fulfillment

An anonymous someone left a message saying that mothering is not the only way to being fulfilled. Very good, that is so true. I am no mum but yet I am so fulfilled. And it's not through kids. So many people are fulfilled by so many things. But it seems sex is another big thing to choose as fulfillment. I know what I'm talking about. There wouldn't be so many married men straying. I don't do married men anymore, but ten years ago isn't a lot of years ago. And my guess is that things haven't changed much. There are thousands of men lying in wait and tyring to give the bait. And what for? What is their first reason to do this? Because they don't feel fulfilled. Which in many cases actually translates to.. they've woken up, watched free Internet porn and realised that they've never been given head before. They also have never done nothing except missionary, and it looks cool on screen and want to try it out before they die. They have opened their eyes to us Madonna-whores. It's not really fulfillment they're lacking, but good old sex, which for a lot of people means 100% fulfillment. Which is fine for us pretty young (that's me in the 90's) Madonna whores. We suddenly become like very busy bees, still the Queen Bee may I add, who are going from flower to flower. Well, flower... sometimes it's not a pretty flower, but it'll have to do. And then, us Madonna-whores discover that we don't actually need sex for fulfillment, because in that department we can do without all the blabbing and go for DIY. At least this girl does. I've realised that a good movie, a good book, a good conversation can all be fulfillment, and they come minus the STD's. I really don't know what we were trying to prove in the 90's but suddenly it's all changed. And it hasn't taken motherhood to make us realise it after all.