In the dark

I'm back, I've made it back safely into comfort zone. I didn't have to worry about anything, my best friend just bagged himself a lovely mate. Very lovely, if looks are anything to go by, then she's lovely, and if it's the insides we're going by then that's lovely too. And it makes me so happy. Perhaps happiness is catchy in 2009, if it is the case then I hope I make at least the ones in my comfort zone happy. I so want it to be a happy year, but how can I really tell what the rest of the year is going to be like just from one day? I don't, of course. I feel so tired, and unfortunately it's not the real kind of tired. My brain is racing, my body so lethargic, and one seems intent on going left while the other firmly goes right. It's a strange feeling, and I've checked everything, including my blood glucose level and all is well and normal. It;s just my thoughts that aren't very well I suppose. I have it all now, I want it all, and I want more. But then I'm not sure I want more. It'll be a very big leap in the dark, and while I am friendly with the dark, well I don't like leaping very much, because leaping is for frogs, and I might be all the things under the sun (and moon) but I'm not a frog. So I'll let the leaping be for now, and just be in the dark.