I have had many different roles in life. A daughter, a sister, a mother, a lover, a wife in many different spheres, but the one role which I am excellent in is... the nurse role. It comes to me effortlessly, and sometimes I have been abused for it too. The thing is, although I try my best not to be like my mother, I still end up being like her, and that is one scary thought. My mum is an excellent nurse, she suddenly transforms herself into Florence Nightingale with a vengeance when anybody is poorly. It seems that I do the same, although I give no guarantee of a complete cure. But then I do not take the doctor role, but the nurse. And that somehow should sound sexy, perhaps because I was brought up in a Colpo Grosso time when nurse outfits where shipped discreetly from England, to be used in the bedroom when nobody was poorly. But I'm not a sexy nurse, and certainly do not nurse a nursing-uniform outfit kind of fetish. Nor does my Mister. To him, I am still the sexiest nurse in the world even if I am in shorts and a baggy T-shirt. I keep telling him to go and get his eyesight checked, but he doesn't think he needs to. Strange thing. But then, although his chest his shaved haphazardly because of this morning's op, I still think he is a very awesome man indeed. And my eyes have been checked quite enough. So right now I'm still the nurse even if I come without the uniform, and he's the patient. It's a hell of a power trip.
