Not right

Something's not too right. I realise that, every time I just stare at my blog and have to kick myself to write. I do kick myself, but sometimes that is not even enough. So many thoughts, I'll share one. People seem to fall into two categories. Some see the world through their intellect, of lack of. Others see it through their emotions. I belong to both categories which then becomes dangerous. And it's no 50/50 matter. I guess it's something like 95% emotion with 2% intellect. Yes I realise that there is a missing 3%, that sums up all the staring into space. I guess the fact that it's July is not helping much, it's my birthday month, and suddenly being on the wrong side of 30's is not something I am looking forward too. It'll be middle aged and yet I will not get to wear the apparel of the Middle Ages. I wish I could. They are so tailor made for me to look good. Pumping up the breasts through a corset, having skirts with full hips... that is my constant dream. But it's just a dream. I hope to live to the day when we go back to that.