Double

Sometimes I feel I'm seeing double, looking double (that's a very bad bad feeling, having double, living double. I suppose I am a living double too, because I am so much in the shadow of my twin nowadays. And that's ok, because I am left to do my own thing. Then when people realise I have a brain they put it down to the fact that of course, she is oht l-avukat. It makes me smile, but it really isn't like that at all. Because had the avukat not had a double, he would probably be street sweeping. Really. Which is maybe not a bad idea either because who the hell would be inspecting the dust gathered anyway? But the avukat had a sister who decided he was going to do well, sometimes at her own expense. So there you go, it's now oht l-avukat and not the other way round. Big sigh, what's a girl gotta do about it? And still this girl hasn't learnt her lesson yet. She's gotta have the double theme written all over her face which seems to get her in deep trouble. I see so much double in people, which is sad. I hope I don't look double, although I'm not too sure about that seeing I am so not keen on taking pictures. I seem to have had enough trouble for two, because I walk straight into the den with my brain placed prettily in the my nightstand drawer. That's the problem. My brain sometimes takes a day or two off, and... there we go again. Instantly it's double. But I'm tired of the double theme. Because only one of the two seems so right. It is so true, we cannot serve two Masters. I never heard anything truer in my life. And yet I try to make it double. Maybe I should take a day off and let my brain do all the work... but there is one problem...I don't trust my brain.