I never understood the twist of events which have led me to do what I actually do. I cannot call it work, because work should sort of seem like a mundane, boring thing which you have to do to earn a living. But I have secretly asked the many WHY's. Not so many HOW's. And less WHAT IF's. Sometimes maybe God plays a part. Ok so there I go, always having to let God into the good parts. But what can i do? Nobody foresees the future like God. The unbelievable twist of events made me suffer at first, so if you are one of those people who actually decided to make it happen then there you go. But somehow I know possess something which is so fulfilling. So there you go again. Ok so I still have to drag myself sometimes because 8.30am is such an odd time to start. But that's about the only con there is. And of course I can work on that. From the brilliant lighting and encores.... to something even more brilliant and plenty of encores. The only thing which is different now is the age of the audience. And I really prefer it this way. I do not care if I have to help out in whatever it is. I do not say it's not my job. That's all in the past. I need not safely stay withing my regulations, because I always am, seeing that the regulations are so sensible.
But it wasn't always like this. How the hell did I miss even considering this career in the first place? Just because of the bright lights? I still have bright lights, firstly because I can always open a window, secondly because I think, or maybe like to think, that enthusiasm makes the little lights shine. And I like little lights. Somehow, somewhere along the line of choosing what to do I missed the little lights. So after 15+ years of stage lights, I am always with the little lights now. And it's good, because it feels good. I asked so many why's. I'm so done with that. I do not care why, I'm just thankful that life turned out this way. Little lights shine like stars, and yes, sometimes they decide they're going to have a short fuse too, but they are still lights at the end of the day.
So, when all is said and done, I am so thankful for the twist of life which has brought me so much happiness and fulfillment. I know it was not meant to be that way, but you see, you never know, but God does.
But it wasn't always like this. How the hell did I miss even considering this career in the first place? Just because of the bright lights? I still have bright lights, firstly because I can always open a window, secondly because I think, or maybe like to think, that enthusiasm makes the little lights shine. And I like little lights. Somehow, somewhere along the line of choosing what to do I missed the little lights. So after 15+ years of stage lights, I am always with the little lights now. And it's good, because it feels good. I asked so many why's. I'm so done with that. I do not care why, I'm just thankful that life turned out this way. Little lights shine like stars, and yes, sometimes they decide they're going to have a short fuse too, but they are still lights at the end of the day.
So, when all is said and done, I am so thankful for the twist of life which has brought me so much happiness and fulfillment. I know it was not meant to be that way, but you see, you never know, but God does.
