Crimes?

Physically I feel a wreck, it's yet another cold. I wonder why I can never ever resist this common cold bug, but then is must be common otherwise it wouldn't be named as such. Why are kids with the common cold sent to school, it's becoming a merry-go-round of the cold bug. But apart from that, i think I'm ok. Emotionally it's like one big roller-coaster, but it's my fault because I can never decide. And perhaps not entirely my fault because I am constantly hearing the 'you will never make it' which has been with me since childhood. Why shouldn't I make it, if I've made it well enough in all other spheres? The thing is we carry childhood onto adulthood, and it never actually changes. For all mums out there... be careful with your kids, you don't have to agree with them, but you can at least respect their opinion, and they don't have to be Einstein's to prove themselves. That's the catch in this, proving abilities in a lot of circles has proved to be quite easy. Not when it comes to the sphere of life. Because I am way too kind, because I am way too trusting, because I love too much. But hey mum and dad, weren't you the two who taught me all that? Where does it stop, and why should it stop anyway? I was once a kid, and most kids put their parents as role models. So how do you expect me to suddenly become somebody else? No I don't know where the kindness and love stops, because they shouldn't stop anyway. I'd rather regret having tried to love than regret not having loved. Love and kindness should be applauded and not hurled straight in your face during an argument. Yes, if love is a crime, then I'm guilty. If kindness is a crime, go ahead and give me the electric chair. And if listening to someone, no matter how small, is a bad thing to do, then I guess I deserve a life sentence. And mum and dad... it's all your fault.