Missing

Someone, somewhere along the course of life, of my life, something is missing. But someone along that same course of life once told me time is not good excuse for making the something missing happen. It would involve the lives of many people, maybe destroy some of them's too, and maybe resurrect others'. Still there is a missing something. Maybe because it's Xmas time and I think of all the people who should still be here, the ones who took off too early. Or maybe because it's no fun being left out in the cold. But still this year something's missing deep down in my heart. Useless talking, we all make choices in life... and that is also sometimes untrue. Sometimes we go with what life throws at our feet. But maybe I'm doing something about it... and soon.